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[23rdJuly2006 -- 1:25am]
my mind.

-im 17
-chelsea
-shes beautiful
-the lies shes told
-the backstabing shes done-
the lies she countes to tell and reasures me she wont only to do it again
-moms a gay bitch
-cum dumpsters
-shit
-chelsea cares about her feelings not mine
-she comes first
-im sad
-im depprested
-i do love chelsea forever
-im takin avantage of
- im not important-
-the guys she talks to and flirts with
-how i nver want to hurt her
2 Knows it I love Chelsea.

[16thMarch2006 -- 8:14pm]
Chelsea is a hot fucking girl

and makes every other girl look like a REALLY ugly cow
1 Knows it I love Chelsea.

[16thMarch2006 -- 8:05pm]
[ music | If These Bullets Could Talk-The Number Twelve Looks Like You ]

Okay despite what everyone is asking me.....

i justin am indeed not gay


thankyou

I love Chelsea.

[20thFebruary2006 -- 10:15pm]
why does EVERYONE eventully be me to me and make fun of me?

just simple question
I love Chelsea.

[18thFebruary2006 -- 3:21pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

I HATE!!! being ignored

I love Chelsea.

[15thFebruary2006 -- 5:55pm]
[ mood | politcal ]
[ music | bulls on parade-rage against the machine ]

some things i care about...

my chelsea
takeing care of my chelsea
my higine
my friends
doing whats right
protecting those in need
being a hero
making a diffrence
calling out shitty people and teaching them a lession

some things i could care less about.....

the opioans of a over libril hippy cause thats just one step from a communist..anyone can say let everyone be free takes some one with a brain to say whats right.

half knowelageable teenager with a whole opiaon

hipacryites

those who react on nothing

wanna be hoes

hannah

confedent ppl that are full of them selfs even though you could kill them..but are just modest in the meantime

disparity with no reason; no reason to give up till you pull every string

minorties that spend thier life bitching about not having money and living in a shit hole cause thier coloer cause the governt hates them yet collet a welfare check that keeps them alive; if the goverment hated you and didnt wanna help yopu why the fuck do they give you money so you dont starve???

regrets do everything to the fullest dont have a doubt just do it just stay in line with your morels

egos;fucking break it;it will only make you look like a dumbass and someone probly owns you in what our boosting about

I love Chelsea.

[10thFebruary2006 -- 7:36pm]
welll..............blah
I love Chelsea.

[5thFebruary2006 -- 6:54pm]

Justin is WAY cooler then you

Just thought you guys should no.

Love, Chels

I love Chelsea.

[4thFebruary2006 -- 1:11am]
[ mood | mischievous ]
[ music | ShowBread-If You Like Me Check Yes If You Don't,Die ]

so im mad tired but not tired enough to sleep....werid...and gay oh well
movies with chelse tommro
gonna be sweet

I love Chelsea.

[30thJanuary2006 -- 3:45pm]
[ mood | renewed ]
[ music | its kinda like a body bag-underminded ]

Okay....Havent really updated on anything like really latly....Mine and *Chelsea*<333333333 6 months/year and 2 months is comeing up yay for us I LOVE her.Aperrently im the biggest lier and player at wheatfeild???? who knew.Winterfest is comeing up on friday and its gonna be sweet cause im with *CHelsea*<3333333333333 yes i love her so.....and lacrosse is comeing up...in march idk about that i dont think ima play this year i dont have enough time as it is.I finlly passed math A.. and Chlesea is amazing


Ultimate survey of 2005. past, present, future, and everything random!
Basics
Time::3:40
Name::justin
Nickname(s)::jj,jay
Favorite nickname::jay its like my 1st 1st name
Age::16
Age you act::18 idk you tell me
Age you wish you could be::17
Height::6 1ish little taller i think
Weight::170
Shoe size::12 1/2
Siblings::1 half bro and another i never met
Pets::dog guienie pig and a fish named goerge
Living situation::ehh ask later
Location::house
Childhood past and General past
Favorite toy::i <3 Nija Turtals
How did you dress?:like a little boy...then a sk8er then preppy now..justin=]
Preschool::cant beat the sand box full of dry rice
What age did you stop using the bottle?:?
Did you prefer playing indoors or outdoors?:out doors what kid didnt
Did you have an immaginary friends?:for like a day or 20
First pet::taht fucker snow ball it was a angry cat
What did you want to be when you grew up?:a army man
Do you still want to be that?:yes but its impossible...deams are broken
(assuming you do) did you always have your own room?:not for like 5 years
Did you ever ask a fat lady how long she'd been pregnant for?:no but i asked a fat man lol
What age did you learn to read and write?:4
Were you quiet or nosy?:umm depends on if im lazy or not
What was your favorite story book?:that power ranger one i use to have
Second favorite?:the power rangers in space one
Third favorite?:and yeah i use to read history books as a kids so...lol the intro to westeren civilliztion
Sum yourself up as a kid.:FAT...retarded,Unsuccesful,Depprested,Hyper,Over egear,shit head
Who was your first best friend?:taylor my little black friend from south carolina/lynsey
How old were you when you had your first birthday party?:like 6
Where was it?:my yard
What was your earliest bedtime?:lol 8
When did you learn to ride a bike?:5
Were you immaginative?:yes who didnt play army or fort or all those other little kid games
Did you play with gender appropriate toys?:yeah accept the one time i played with barbies...with amber it wasnt good
Did you play with age appropriate toys?:haha yeah i miss plastic action figures and toy sowerds and guns
What was your favorite stuffed animal?:my bunnie and i gave it to my beautiful chelsea
How many barbies did you have?:none
Did you have carebears?:no
Ninja turtles?:YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
That creepy bear that reads books?:yeah but i lost him quick
Did you like to climb trees?:yeah
Throw tantrums?:in the early days
Was it hard to sleep, or did you sleep like a baby?:i sleep terribly
Did you go to the zoo?:no not since i was 6 in south carolina
Did you scream a lot?:ummm no?
Did you ever go to an amusement park?:yes i loved it
When and where was your first kiss?:first kiss or first KISS..peck 6 behind my friends trailer...the other one right after i turned 15
Kissed someone of the opposite sex?:yes
Kissed someone of the same sex?:NO
how many total goldfish have you collectively owned?:idk 3-4?
As a kid, what was the best thing ever?:idk...i didnt like bein a kid
The worst?:FAT noone likes the fat kid andeveryone makes fun of him
What was the best year of your life?:the end of 04 to now
Generally, in the past, have you ever:
Ran away from home?:yes
Snuck out?:haha allsummer
Wished on a star?:yeah
Danced in the rain?:no....
Been to an unsupervised party?:yeah
Been drunk?:DURRR
Smoked?:for a little bit...not long
Been beaten up?:not by a teenage jackass
Been depressed?:yes
Been lonely?:yes
Been afraid of the dark?:way back
Cut your own hair?:lol yeah in school
Stayed up all night?:DuR
Gone streaking?:not really but at darine lack i riped my shirt and shorts off and told everyone too...but i was in boxers and it was for 20 dollers
Gone skinny dipping?:yeah...once
Played strip poker?:when i was a fresh men and a jounir party. with all guys...and it was akward and i left..whetfeild kids are werid
Been on a roof?:yes i have at bridgets and i nailed a thing to her house
Been in a trash can?:lol best place for hide and seek
Egged somebodies house?:OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh yeah
Teepeed someones house?:and peed on it
Cheated on a guy / girl?:sorta long story..the important thng is it wont happen again
Cheated on a test?:yes
Set something on fire on purpose?:Durr
Set something on fire accidentally?:yeah lol all the time
Eaten squid?:naw
Eaten sushi?:yes
Had a cell phone?:YES
Had a computer?:how am i doing this??
Had an ipod / mp2 player?:a nano and i love it
Broken a light bulb?:lots
Cruised the streets past 3 AM?:defintly
Did a prank call?:yes thier mad funny
Gone to school with a hangover?:church school...in the summer
Been in love?:i still am with my most wonderful most beautiful CHELSEA*<3333333333333333
Sworn at your parents?:Yeah who hasent
Regretted something you did?:yes
Regretted something you should have done but never did?:Yeah and it costed a life
Lied to your parents?:lol yes
Lied to your friends?:yeah once or twice
Currently:
Are you a lucky person?:im with chelsea arnt i
Are you a happy person?:im with chelsea arnt i
Are you a virgin?:yes
What are you wearing?:jeans..misfits shirt...hoddie..a sock and boxers..cause now i wear underwear
What did you have for breakfast?:cold pizza
What kind of socks do you wear?:w.e i can find
What are your most comfortable shoes?:my beat up high tops
Are you doing well in school?:well as in passing
Do you have a lot of friends?:yeah..but i didnt know at wheatfeild i was the BIGGEST lier and player
Are you happy with them?:yeah
Past of 2005:
Did 2005 treat you well?:for the majority a few months no
Did it go by fast, slow, or at just the right pace?:fast and im glad
Approximately how many parties did you go to?:haha 1.2.3.4.5. okay everyother day in the summer and few during the year um 50 sumthing?
What was your biggest acheivement this year?:My baby chelsea...and geting my teaching degree in karate..and master the numchucks
Did you change over 2005?:yeah big year of change for the best
Did your hairstyle change?:yes went from long and hippish to short and sexy
How much taller did you get from last year?:like 3 or 4 inchs
Did you make new friends?:lots
Did you lose any old friends?:yeah i did ...
Did you try new things?:lots
Go places you've never been?:tons
Do things you've never done?:so many
Things you never thought you would do?:you dont even know
Have fun?:05' was sweet
What do you miss most about 2005?:it was good but its done and im looking ahead
If you could choose one thing to completely undo, what would it be?:6months of depresstion...and to many girls i shoulda just stay single accept for chelsea shes the only one i wanted
If you could choose one thing to redo (fix) what would it be?:w.e i did for chelse to dump me
If you could choose one thing to relive, what would it be?:st. johns carnevil...kiss chelse ask her out blow off the hoes
Did 2005 have a big impact on your life?:the biggest in my life
Do you think 2006 will be better?:yes i do
Was 2005 special?:the specailest in my life
Was it the best year for you?:yes it was
Future, mainly 2006
Have you made a resolution?:no not really
What's one thing you will do differently in 2006?:idk move out
What are your goals?:move out decent job..finsh 11th grade
Do you feel fullfilled?:my heart is but i need a job
Are you going to learn something new from 2006?:defintly
What's one place you want to go?:where ever im taken
What's the main thing you want out of 2006?:my beautiful chelsea to be happy
Back to this past year, have you bee..
Naughty or Nice?:if i have to chose then naughty
Happy or Sad?:happy..during a couple parts wheni was with chelse
Dull or Interesting?:fliping intresting it was degrssie this year
Boring or Fun?:exciting and explosive id have to say
Cray or Normal?:crazy
Wild or Calm?:wild
Mean or Kind?:little bit of both
Caring?:some
Carefree?:some
Careless?:parts
Careful?:some
Loud or Silent?:loud
Smart or Stupid?:i was a retard...but i was smart with my baby
Last but not least..
Nine things you won't be able to live without. Go.
1.:chelsea
2.:chelsea
3.:chelsea
4.:friends
5.:chelsea
6.:chelsea
7.:chelsea
8.:chelsea
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How Stereotypical You Are...
The Generic Teenager Stereotype
Do you drink [alcohol]?:use too
Do you party a lot? How often?:use too all the time
Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?:no
How often do you use the word like in an average hour?:1-2
Do you skip classes? How often?:couple times a week
Do you have casual sex? Protected?:i dont have any
Do you steal?:no
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?:i dont think so
Do you drool over celebrities?:naw
Do you watch a lot of TV?:no not really
Do you ever watch the News?:yes thats ussaly the only thing
Do you even care about world issues?:defintly
Do you read books often?:yeah
Are you failing a lot of your classes?:2
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?:yeah chelse
Do you smoke cigarettes?:nope
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?:lol both yeah
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?:with chelse
Do you cuss a lot?:not crazy amount
Are you desperate to fit in?:no im naturly in
Are you intelligent?:idk world history politcs social and politic issus then yea
The Goth Stereotype
Black lipstick?:no
Black eyeliner?:no
Black eyeshadow?:no
Black trenchcoat?:no
Black boots?:no
Black fishnets?:no
Black nail polish?:no
Cigarettes?:no
Heavy metal music?:yes
Marilyn Manson?:fag
Kittie?:yeah but not often
Cradle of Filth?:yeah but not often
Constant frown and perpetual angst?:naw
Do you like to be seen as:what?
Are you an intellectual?:i answered that above
An atheist?:no
Horrible home life?:idk
Hopelessly depressed?:no
Suffering with suicidal idealations?:no
Self-mutilation?:naw
The Punk Stereotype
Plaid?:yeah
Big black boots?:no
Mohawk?:not in a long while
Excessive piercings? [Especially facial]:no but im geting a lip ring
Loud, confident and opinionated?:yes
Wild hair colors?:use to gonna get a pink straek
NOFX?:yes
Rancid?:yes
Well versed on political scandals and outrages?:yes
A:def.
The Jock Sterotype
What's your IQ?:134
Do you watch a lot of sports?:no hocky sometimes
Play a lot of sports?:sometimes...karte i practice dayliy and running just working out
Talk a lot about sports?:no!
Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?:yes i dont think about it
Are you arrogant?:naw i dont think so am i?
Are you a male or female whore?:nither
Are you homophobic?:nope
Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?:no
But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity?:no
Boobs = yes?:my hunnies
Parties = yes?:with my hunnie
Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes?:no
The Girl Stereotype
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?:no
Have you ever been on a diet?:yea
How much did you lose?:like 40lbs
Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?:no it wasnt
Make yourself throw up?:only cause i was gonna anyways
Make-up?:lol no
Low-cut tops?:oh yeah all the time lol no
How big are your boobies? [Cup size]:thier not boobs thier pecks
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?:lol when i had really long hair if i was sweating
Giggle a lot?:no?
What's the deal with boys?:im not gay
Thongs?:i dont wear them
Pretty bras?:i odnt wear them
YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?:iv read cosmo
Who's the weaker sex?:idk my hunnies the strongerst person i know
Are you a feminist?:im a boy
Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?:no
How often do you shave your legs?:i dont
How about your armpits?:i dont
Are you emotional?:im not gay
Especially when on your period?:i dont have one of those but i dont have a comma lol ,,,,,comma get it lol yeah no
This Or That [Oh, that old coconut.]
Originality or Acceptance?:be so original ppl wanna be accepted by you
Independence or Companionship?:self suficent so i can take care of my baby
Stability or Freedom?:freedom
Personal or Interpersonal?:personal if its the definton i think it is
Introvert or Extrovert?:idk what that means lol
Popularity or Isolation?:popularity
Unique or Loved?:loved for my unigue weridness
Understood or Individual?:understood for my individualiy
You or Them?:her my baby
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I love Chelsea.

[24thJanuary2006 -- 5:17pm]

I Love you Justin!! = ) your definitly the greatest person ever!


 


love, Chelsea.

1 Knows it I love Chelsea.

[22ndJanuary2006 -- 5:48pm]
just in case...bye
I love Chelsea.

[15thJanuary2006 -- 5:29pm]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | Bad Touch-Bloodhood Gang ]

NOONE can come between ME and MY BEAUTIFUL CHELSEA EVER!


I Love You Chelsea!!!

I love Chelsea.

[8thJanuary2006 -- 8:25pm]
I Love My Beautiful Chelsea FORVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER

I LOVE CHELSEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love Chelsea.

[2ndJanuary2006 -- 9:27pm]
[ mood | emo ]

im fucking retarded
i fucking hate my self
i do nothing right
im not smart enough
no one belives me
im not a fuckinh model
im not cool
im not in a band
i dont fucking desirve anything
what i say means nothing
even tho it comes from my heart
gifts from my heart mean nothing even tho i pour my heart in it
i am a fuck up
and i hate my fucking self

goodnight

I love Chelsea.

[1stJanuary2006 -- 3:46pm]
I dont desirve your greatness
I love Chelsea.

[30thDecember2005 -- 7:33pm]
i hate being at religious conflict with my self
I love Chelsea.

[30thDecember2005 -- 7:01pm]
am i not good enough or something???am i that bad of a person???
I love Chelsea.

[29thDecember2005 -- 8:54pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

lets hope theres not another guy... i miss her realy bad like REALLY bad..i never thought i could ever miss one person so much

I love Chelsea.

[29thDecember2005 -- 1:15pm]
oh how im missing chelsea i miss her sweet voice and prettyness...and that stomach twirling feeling i get when she does so much as touchs my arm
I love Chelsea.

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